Dang I feel sorry for your daughter. Freakin what a jerk. He needs to have his "Faithful and Discreet" genitals cut off so he can focus a little less on releasing some built up hormones and more on the way he is living his life.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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Whoa something just hit my mind. You guys always talking about fear, get this. I have to pee and the restroom is a good 11 steps away but I'm too afraid to go with this website up because they might magically wake up and look at the website.
Whoa I'm sad...
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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Uh oh. I'm getting arroused by the picture of the lady running with a picture of her lower backside showing. I shall shun the unwholesome material.
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Random Act of Kindness
by cruzanheart inlast year, as many of you know, my dad committed suicide.
a couple of months after his death, i was in our local petsmart and started talking to a really cool dog trainer.
he was bright, loved animals, and had one of his dogs with him (who obviously adored him and did everything he asked).
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That is a very inspiring story. Oh so something good can happen out in the world? So all my life was a lie because something actually happened good in the world? Woa is me.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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Ya even though I'm only 16 I feel that something serious is going to happen about the organization that will bring a major uproar. My doubts are, everything almost. The basic principles are good but just the traditions that they made are all unscritual. My brother is going through a lonely hell at the moment and there is nowhere i have seen in the bible that says a person should go through shunned hell if they do something wrong. Just the control. That's my biggest doubt. I mean I don't even know really. I just don't like it and never liked it ,even before I even knew that there were a thing called apostates, that we listen to magizines made by man more than the bible. What is up with that are they saying that written word by normal men are more reliable than the bible? Another thing is just the plain ignorance by the JW people. I mean we only talk about what THEY tell us to talk about. I tried to ask a question, which is the worse thing i ever could do, about "Why are so many publications? Don't we just need the bible?" My parents are sincible people so they don't go into all too big of an uproar but one and only one "nazi" edler went crazy on me and said I will be just like my brother if I keep that thinking. What the hell is that? My brother is going through hell and your saying I'm going to go through hell if I wonder about the one thing I'm supposed to love? It's just crap.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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However, even people who joined the organization when they were 20 or so they still, I don't know. They become Jehovahnized in a matter of a year. My mother and father, I love them dearly, but I just see it in them. They are terribly confused. I see my disfellowshipped brother, real life brother, living by himself all quiet and leaving the meetings quickly after the prayer. Freakin so much stuff going on at the same time. Why do they have to be like this? They are humans too right? Why do they have to be extremists. I have been this way only for a short time. I'd say about 1 and a half years ago I actually started to question it. I see some of the so called "Faithful" Jehovah's witnesses speaking here and they sound so crazy. I been searchin through this page for a good 3 months but was always afraid to post ( I am a very VERY!!! shy person at times). So many thoughts running through my head. Can't even talk to my mom about it it sucks. Why do we have to be so quiet about those quick times that we blow off steam? Why are there so many rules that I haven't seen in the bible, and I was forced to read the bible a good 6 times. Just sucks, I'm staying up paranoid late 3 in the morning scared that my parents might find out I'm on an "apostate" website and stuff. Why are they so scared to learn something, aren't these the people we are trying to save? Why do we have to shun them so much if we are trying to save them? Shouldn't we know something about them?
It's all crap. ::sigh:: Hate that 6 million faithful witnesses are going through the same thing as me.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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Reading through this forum is having my mind race... Serious emotional drainage every time i look through it. Weird thing is I look out into the world also, ain't the best place either. So what should I do hmm... Alot of times it's better to live in ignorance however the fear that they put me through is overwhelming sometimes. Good thing for those parties or else I knew I would have killed myself by now.
I have a question, I know it's off topic but umm, do the people here view all jehovah's witnesses as mindless fools? That's being kind of like the enemy in some ways. Growing up JW is a major stress... MAJOR!!!!
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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When I say dedicated I mean publically dedicated and secretly dedicated (I've seen the sacrafice they go through to stay in the lines of bible teachings, even in their secret lives.). I usually have two categories. Your either: publically dedicated and secretly dedicated, publically dedicated and secretly NOT dedicated, or just plain publically not dedicated since the secretly will kind of fall into place, or really trying to get reinstated or whate not. So of course everybody was dedicated there. That's what we say to hang around other Jehovah's witnesses.
It's kind of sad really that my parents and other older gaurdians or influences tend to let me associate with publically dedicated ones rather than non publically dedicated ones yet they really love god and just made some mistakes. I can understand that I guess... so many problems in the organization makes me cry sometimes. Anyways I meant the secretly dedicated JW youths that really do feel that they must follow every rule strict to the death, wonder how they would react and just see the look on their faces when their hormones run through their body.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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Lol I'll try to remember, but the weird thing is after that I've been to about 5 other ones. Even if it wasn't getto. Just plain gatherings and seen many youths. So I don't know. I am seeing ALOT of people from every kind of community and I am seeing the same thing, and I am seeing plenty of Fully Dedicated witness youths in places. So I'm not labeling all of them just naming ALOT of them in the houston area.
Would have loved to see some kid's that are dedicated JWs and their actions in that party seen. It was tame compared to real parties, I think I was slightly exagerating, but still it was something to think about.
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New Age Jehovah's Witness Youth
by Obviously Secret ini'm new to the forums so i just wanted to say hi.
kind of nervous at the moment.. i'm one of the jehovah's witness kids that is looking for the whole truth.
i go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but i do believe in alot of it's beliefs.. since i got that out the way i wanted to see what other people think about the newer jehovah's witness teens.
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I'm new to the forums so I just wanted to say hi. Kind of nervous at the moment.
I'm one of the Jehovah's Witness kids that is looking for the WHOLE truth. I go to the meetings and have my own problems with the organization but I do believe in alot of it's beliefs.
Since I got that out the way I wanted to see what other people think about the Newer Jehovah's Witness Teens. I have found two types and two types only. Full dedicated Jehovah's Witness kids and Astray Jehovah's Witness kids that live the double life. I went to a Jehovah's witness teen party a while ago (I live in a kinda hip hop ghetto atmosphere so ya know what kind of parties im talking about) and I couldn't help but just think about what I am seeing. If you don't know I'm one of those double life Jehovah's Witnesses and I just had a hard hit of how many of me there are. At that party everybody was witnesses, even my sister who is one of those fully dedicated ones. We went there with one of my sister's friends and her friend's sister (which I like ALOT). We were just walking around and I was seeing girls with short skirts, short pants, dudes with muscle shirts, guys who were secretly cursing and saying, "My bad" like it is all ok, seeing people flirting with other people so many phone numbers handed out. I was in heaven really I was. My sister's friend's sister is very good looking and she is so much like me. She lives life by the horns and has fun in it, she has her problems but she gets by them. Even my Fully dedicated Sister was dancing with different guys and having fun. There was alcohol there, BYOB, but it was for the older guys (even though i grabbed myself a few beers and drunk a few myself). It was really surprising to see the kids at my kingdom hall and other kids act like worldy kids, like on a mass scale. I mean seriously the only difference from a worldly party from this one was the fact that there wasn't any illegal drugs there, that i could see of course. Music has curse words and were so called "demonic music" in the eyes of most elders and JW finatics. Even 4 elders was there telling people here and there not to dance too close. And the most hilarious thing I saw at that party was a girl dancing all up on an Elder and he was smiling while he had a beer in his hands. I even danced a few songs with my sister's friend's sister, good times.
The reason for me telling you this story was to just to see if alot more youths act like this. Are most of us becoming more wordly? Or is this a new age for Jehovah's Witness youths. I've been going to more and more parties and gatherings and just plain sitting back and talking with other Jehovah's Witnesses youth and i have learned alot.
The doctrine of the Jehovah's Witness exagerates the fact that all False religion will fall... we might be seeing ourselves fall at the moment.
Thanks for listening to my story and I hope I can find some of my best friends I will ever meet in these forums here.